Sunday, October 12, 2008
10 October. what a stupid day it was.
oh great, i lied to my mom saying that the math paper was okay. like..wad the heck. it sucked like **** man! and i had other stupid problems to think of so decided to bluff.
I think i must be the greatest fool on earth to TRADE my pride for that dumb concert. i'm seriously gonna regret it, won't I? i practically broke down in front of the whole stupid school. shit. just because of that EVENT. oh yea i should be happy. not. I hated that TRADE. why did'nt i just say, oh hell yea u think i like it? i hate being a ham trapped in a sandwich. but piano means so much more to me than..than that. instead of trying to HELP but ending up like a loser.
ok fine, my fault. guilty, hell yea. but, after much thinking i regretted even feeling guilty.
nvm anyway, cos i've already traded. problem solved, pride lost.
the only GOOD thing that happened on 10 October was that i got the winter sonata vcd at a sales. :) Good enough to cover up all my losses on that day. wad the heck, i really am the greatest fool.
LT. happy, yet not happy, whenever i think of 10 October 2008.
7:19 AM