Tuesday, August 25, 2009
hi i guess today was a pretty bad-ok-ok day. Anyways i got back amath results and i dont really feel anything. -.- never liked math in the first place, just did my best and scored a score which i think is rather ok. Haha. got back hcl part 1, and seriously i was a bit worried for my o level chinese. For part 1 i scored around
C5-B4, and plus paper 2 there are
19 failures in our class so how's paper 2(which has that idiot damned summary) gonna save me? even if it DID save me, my chinese standard is forever like some shit. I really wanna continue with hcl next year and get an A for o level chinese this year :( i think i'll probably drop dead and cry like shit if i wasted 5 years on hcl and end up wasting all my efforts. sigh.
Anyway after school i went for a 'talk' with joel at his class and some of his cell mates or something. Claire came along(cos it was supposed to be weird for me to be the only girl). So yea i guess the session was pretty much fruitful and i just hope that things go well.
Hey u know what? I think i have a very 'fake' face. Like, when i want to be serious, i just cant and i'll have this weird smug look on my face ._. that's me i guess. lol. so weird hahahaha.
Perhaps this is really the end and i should just accept it. I must believe in the bottle that i will meet someone else in the future who will **** me. it's THE BOTTLE. i will believe.
LT
6:35 AM