Saturday, October 3, 2009
argh time is running short!!!! Today i tried to stuff 3 SS essays into my brain(in 3 hours) got really tired and sort of a headache :( and i started playing computer games. and i played for donno how many hours. and now i forgot some of the points in the essays. WTH.
So apparently i'm chionging my theory hw as usual :( and, i just realised, i have 28 more days to my theory exam. and i forgot all about melody writing. and my teacher hasnt revised that with me. and, i cant do half of my theory hw each time. DARN. feel like giving up suddenly.
After EOYs end, i left 15 days to study for theory, and a few more days to chinese o level. Recently got back my chinese compo and i scored a 40/70. as USUAL. I feel so pissed with myself ok. The only time i got 50 was in sec 1. And then everyone around me now is scoring like what? 45 and above. I feel so paiseh that i dun even dare to show them my marks. Why the hell cant i improve my chinese??? I'm trying really hard to memorise good words now ok? :(
THE ONE AND ONLY CHANCE.
LT
6:28 AM